A methodical mind massage... that put a straight bi-curious college into a trance of submission. This is first of the summer 2013 films released, and it happened shortly after I received an email from someone named Danny. In that email were these photos he took with his cell phone not knowing what if anywhere it would have got him. I liked his look and I liked the way he expressed himself, the over-all vibe of that email got my attention.
I Make No Promises...I responded, then some emails later he and I spoke on the phone, and some phone and text conversations later we met face to face. Around 11:00 PM that night, Some hours, 8 to be exact, into that first meeting #85 Mind Fuck, Carlo Claims Danny was filmed. I never make a promise I can’t keep so and definitely don’t make a promise when it comes to filming, especially when it comes to filming with me. I have to really carefully feel the guy out and see if he would make an interesting addition to The Crew; let alone be even slightly considered as one of “The Boss’s Boys”. Most who asked to be The Boss’s Boy don’t even make it past the email or the first phone call. It so happens this guy is 21, but the word “Boy” is like the word “Dude” it is not really age specific, what makes someone “The Boss’s Boy” is fodder for another more detailed blog post.
Danny wasn’t looking for a promise, all he wanted was an opportunity, not just to meet me but to talk about his most personal thoughts and fantasies. Thoughts that kept repeating themselves in the safe and trusted place inside his own mind.
Over-Whelmed Yet Nervously Calm and Willing...In those hours before shooting we talked, had dinner and a few drinks; then after dark we went out to the Marina where I did my usual warm up interview and began to get into his head a little. It is that conversation that became the opening scene of this film. I did the traditional Boss hand shake and welcome to the crew, he knew then that I had officially accepted him and that I was about to take him to the next level and somewhere in there he could possibly have a shot at being The Boss’s Boy. He went nervously with me back to the room, his voice got shaky and he began that nervous sweat and anxious energy. I could see the thought process happening on his face, and almost imagine what was racing through his head. It all happened very fast yet all almost in slow motion.
He was clearly over-whelmed there for a while, he was suddenly dealing with emotions he never thought he would have to deal with and found himself in a situation with a guy, the perfect “alpha-male” (his words not mine) that he thought could not exist anywhere else but in his mind. It wasn’t until I sat down to edit it that I was able to see the affect I had on him.
I Turned Myself On...Rarely does watching myself on film ever turn me on, I am most critical of myself as are most people. I am more interested in putting it together for you; I don’t want to disappoint. I am usually distracted by the tedious task of editing and preparing them for release; my mind frankly is elsewhere. It is on all that goes into the before, during and after of filming.
Out Of Body Experience...However, this is one of those few films where I actually had to stop myself from watching and focus on editing, it was different then #75 Carlo Pounds Chez. I actually lost myself in the entire thing, forgetting that the body I was watching was actually mine, and the guy manipulating this situation was actually me. Yeah I kind of impressed myself and found myself turned on sporting a BIG BOSS boner while watching. I didn’t see me, I saw this guy who was able to pull all the right levers and push all the right buttons like gracefully landing a massive 747 jet. I brought him from getting on board, slowly taxiing the runway, through take off and landing without him ever knowing he left the ground. He reached his destination and wondered “What the fuck just happened, how did I get here.” Truly and out of body experience for him and that is what got me off during the shoot and watching it later.. HOT STUFF!
Carlo and Danny, an interesting film and I think the start of something that could play out to be very interesting as time goes on!
It Gets 5 Stars!...So far the reviews from those that have bought #85 Mind Fuck in the first 24 hours of its release seem to agree and I take your words for it! So get it, rent it or buy it for lifetime but leave your own reviews here on this post or on the movie page if not both. We all want to read what you think!